Dear Internet Friend,
You, as well as many people in my life, don't exist. I don't really know how to talk to people online. I'm awkward even on chat! I think your non-existence though can be attributed to PizzaDude... I remember we were talking for a really long time. We got along very well, until I told him my ethnicity. He told me he didn't like my type and never spoke to me.
I was outraged. I was hurt. This person who had never even seen me judged me because he didn't like my people, which technically weren't my people. I never got over that. I don't waste my time with people online now. Unless it is to practice a new language. Other than that, I don't associate, or go beyond language practice.
People, whether face to face or behind a keyboard are hurtful. I don't trust anyone. I won't open up to anyone.
(Irony noted at the fact that I am writing this blog).
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