Dear God,
You used to be my rock. You used to be my everything. I couldn't imagine living without you. You meant strength, wisdom, and knowledge. At some point, all of that changed. Everything I thought you were vanished.
I was afraid to admit it at first. I couldn't bring myself to admit it at first. But when I did I realized it was the best decision I could make. I could breathe. I could be myself. The whole you time you had me tied up in invisible shackles. Everything I thought was good for me ended up being what was killing me. I couldn't believe it. It hurt to see that you weren't really there. You weren't what I had imagined you to be. You were an idea that was implanted in my mind, and I had no other choice but believe.
I don't pray anymore. I don't hope. I don't leave my destiny up to you. It's up to me. I lead my own life now. And though there are other things that limit me you are not one of those powers.
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