Dear Someone who is deceased,
I have already written you a letter. In that letter I made you a promise I haven't kept. Not completely. I promised you I would change my appearance, just the way you had predicted. That transformation is slowly taking place.
Still, I don't think I have completely broken my promise to you. The person I am now is not the person you used to know. I think you would be surprised to see who I have become. And like you said, you wouldn't be able to recognize me. I am someone better. Someone I am proud of.
Still, I know what I promised, and I don't plan on breaking that promise. Thing is, I want to gain confidence before I lose weight. I want my confidence to come from within. I don't want my self esteem to be correlated with my weight. I think I am at that point now, but I still have work to do. I have lost 23 pounds over the past year, and although it's not too much, I look good. I am happy where I am now.
I don't know where you are, or if you are even watching over me. Either way, the day will come, and I will keep my promise to you.
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