Dear Someone who used to be a Friend,
I'm not sure why you stopped talking to me all of a sudden. I have to say, I am quite disappointed in you. I thought you were better than that. I thought you were stronger. I don't understand why you felt you had to lose your virginity just because I did. I hate this idea that everyone feels they need to be better than me. You felt I had somehow exceeded you and you went out to hurt yourself. You didn't listen to me, you didn't try to learn from my mistakes. So now you're out there making a mess out of you're life because you think that's how you're supposed to lead your life.
You're embarrassed to talk to me. You avoid me whenever friends try reunite us. Are you ashamed? There's no reason to be. I was always one to listen to you and try to lead you in the right direction. You always came back telling me I was right, and that you were happy that you took my advice. I don't know why all of that changed.
Either way, I'm still here. I'd appreciate it if you stopped pretending and were real me and with yourself.
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